February 2011
So I found out today that it’s better to feel than be numb.
sneetch.tumblr.com - thanks so much for being there for me. I love you like hell kare and it means the world that you always stand by my side and you always know what to say to me. shit is gonna be really hard but we’re gonna get through this together. thank you again.
I had piano for the first time today, feels weird. I guess this night at home is much needed after a shitty day. I know you would be here to help me normally. Guess I have to deal as best I can. Miss you still. Every Day.
The dreams in my sleep are always so painful. I love the memories though; they make me feel closer to you.
When you go through real world shit, and your heart is tested like no fucking other - everything else in high school seems so small.
All this drama? I laugh at it. You have no idea what the real world is going to be like, and to be honest, i don’t either. But i know for sure you are not going to be prepared. Because life goes so far beyond this little world you’ve created for...
Soooo, how sick would it be if i got into the Science of Psychology Pre-College Program this summer at Columbia University? Fuck yes I am applying. The idea of me attending at Columbia makes me feel very adult-ish.
What doesn’t kill you only makes you stronger. This may be true; I feel strong tonight.
However, the pain is so inevitable, that sometimes I don’t know how to be strong.
Damn, i just miss you.
Your my angel babe.
I found a way to let you in But I never really had a doubt Standing in the light of your halo I got my angel now It’s like I’ve been awakened Every rule I had you breakin’ It’s the risk that I’m takin’ I ain’t never gonna shut you out Everywhere I’m looking now I’m surrounded by your embrace Baby I can see your halo You know you’re my...
It’s still not done yet.. This day has 3 more hours. I’m so over it.
